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'Look at you' - she says, her voice echoing in your head - 

'Not enough' - i say, her body swaying towards dead - 

Squeezing myself as the tears roll from my cheeks,

A body so hungry it's almost asleep,

A body so hungry as you've starved yourself for weeks,

'Look at you' - she says, her voice drumming in your head - 

'She's fat' - I say, her eyes staring blankly ahead - 

Pinching myself as the fat fills the creases,

The carcass so cold is could freeze water with touch,

My carcass so bold it could  blow your senses,

'Look at that fat' - she says, its voice ringing in my ears - 

'You're such a twat' - I say, her features creasing to peers

Cutting myself as my body urns,

My heart so weak it shatters more with every beat,

My smile so cracked is resembles a old china dolls back,

'Look at that fat' - she says, its voice drowning in my ears - 

'Gosh you're a shambles' - i say, as she ignores the sneers -

Killing myself as this thunder churns,

Burning myself as this cold war does concern,

It's binding contract so hard to break,

A rose petal dropping, its beauty dashing in streaks,