UGH - i ate today, im so fucked off i wanted to fast, but i worked it out that i can still fast another 2 days aslong as i start right here right now! Gota get to 75lbs man before August, i will do it, anything is possible, especialy when the adrenalin of fasting kicks in, i was sooooo upset that i had to eat wednesday, ugh, i felt the hunger air go away and i felt so lonely all of a sudden :(. I had the worst leg cramps ever once i ate, and i just pooped out everything i ate with in 2 hours of eating it, no laxatives, just dont think my stomach agreed with the food. GOOD!
So for the next 2 days (well not really two, argh why did i eat! But yeah tomorrow (friday) and up until about 5pm saturday i shall be living of coffee, mmmm coffee my new life love, nothing better than blogging my life away, or reading other peoples blogs, having a fashion magazine in front of you and having a nice big cuppa coffee in front of you, ok so i dont drink 'skinny girl coffee' i have mine with 1 sugar and skimmed milk, but WHAT-THE-FUCK-EVER, im not trying to be like so bloody, i dont know what im trying to say, but basically im totally not a sterio type 'skinnygirl' with a black coffee, i like fat womans coffe, just with a little less fat! Oh my 0.1% fat milk, how i do love you, thinking about it i hate milk yucky taste, just good in coffee.
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